Thursday, February 15, 2007
♥ i hate myself!
today is a total defence day n we went to sch wearing our full uniform. that's all right... the thing really happened when we went back to class. we have to do the poster thingy and they were doing it. i felt so little of wat i can do to help them, i have no creative ideas to help them decorate. i even make things worse for them. suddenly i feel that i am so useless n could not do anything to help but also make things worse. i am jus so clumsy and stupid. i was very sad so tears started to roll down. i tried to stop it rolling down but i could not. during guides... we were not chosen for speech day. my mind tells me that it is so good but my heart tells me that it is because i am useless. i am jus a average girl. my studies are average n did not excel in my cca either.i am jus stupid. there are thousands of things out there i don noe. i don noe how to ride a bicyclei don noe how to swimi don noe ice skating n roller bladingi don noe how to bowl n many many more......i am jus a no body. i don seems important to anyone anymore..that why i hate myself!!!
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